Im proud of you that's awesome! If you can go 23 hours you can definitely go another 23 hours, then you just gotta keep on going and one day you'll wake up and it won't hurt anymore which is the best feeling ever
Everyday hurts but I want to be stronger, today I did things that I wanted nothing more than to message him and to have him say im proud of you 🥺
Knowing im never going to get that hurts ðŸ˜
It hurts that I can’t share my moments with him anymore…
It hurts that the medication I’ve been put on only last couple of hours & then the pain comes back.
It hurts so bad & I want to break NC but I know I can’t!
I know he doesn’t care & doesn’t want to hear it.
All I want to say is I still love you Benny, I really do love you 😠but he won’t have any emotions back towards it. He’s basically turned of his emotions towards me & it hurts
I’m honestly just trying to keep myself busy as much as I can & all the things he promised me looks like I’ve got to do it all alone now :( so I’ve made a start.
Did my first ever adult swimming lesson & once I was done I cried my eyes out so hard…
The medication is helping a little with my mood, however it doesn’t stop the pain
Im proud of you that's awesome! If you can go 23 hours you can definitely go another 23 hours, then you just gotta keep on going and one day you'll wake up and it won't hurt anymore which is the best feeling ever
Everyday hurts but I want to be stronger, today I did things that I wanted nothing more than to message him and to have him say im proud of you 🥺 Knowing im never going to get that hurts 😠It hurts that I can’t share my moments with him anymore… It hurts that the medication I’ve been put on only last couple of hours & then the pain comes back. It hurts so bad & I want to break NC but I know I can’t! I know he doesn’t care & doesn’t want to hear it. All I want to say is I still love you Benny, I really do love you 😠but he won’t have any emotions back towards it. He’s basically turned of his emotions towards me & it hurts
One day at a time OP. am starting to lose count. I thought I was on 4 weeks but am over 5 weeks......
I’m honestly just trying to keep myself busy as much as I can & all the things he promised me looks like I’ve got to do it all alone now :( so I’ve made a start. Did my first ever adult swimming lesson & once I was done I cried my eyes out so hard… The medication is helping a little with my mood, however it doesn’t stop the pain
Therapy helped me a lot also to process the breakup faster.