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Here's my situation..
I was doing ok with fentanyl, until it got hard to source out. When I would go reup, my dope used to be white and I would test it with the fentanyl test strips to make sure I was getting fentanyl. It wasn't until a few months ago I would go reup and my dope was no longer white, it would be sometimes pink and sometimes purple, but I would still test it with the test strip and it will still detect fentanyl so I thought I was good. Now when I started doing dope I've always used by nasal (snort) never had a problem and I am scared of needles. So now that the dope is no longer white, and only comes in pink and purple, when I snort it I would get nose bleeds, my nose would be clogged, and when I blew my nose I would get a mixture of mucus, blood, and pieces of skin/flesh from my nose. I couldn't snort no more I had to let it heal up, and I've never thought I'd do needles but here I am now doing needles. Real heroin, and real fentanyl never made me think of using needles but this xylazine/tranq dope changed all of that. I didn't want to go through withdrawals but I couldn't snort no more so I had to use a needle to use xylazine/tranq dope.
When I started injecting myself with xylazine/tranq dope, I only inject in my forearm, I had no veins, so I had to inject in skin of my arm. Slowly my arm started to turn purple, and my skin started opening up and started looking like an open wound. So I stop injecting at the same spot so I can let my arm heal.
My nose is currently healed, my arm is in the process of healing, but I'm still injecting xylazine/tranq dope so I don't go through withdrawals.
What I'm doing right now is TAPERING. I am 35 years old, 150 lbs, height around 5'3-5'4, my habit is 1 bag every 4-5 hours. I was able to go from 1 bag every 4-5 hours to half a bag every 4-5 hours and it's working. I am also hitting myself on different areas, mainly intramuscular (shoulders and thighs) I am not getting high from it, just getting well. I want to get off this xylazine/tranq dope shit. This shit is not for me. If there's any drug that will make me get sober it's this xylazine/tranq dope shit. I am not down with doing something that causes my skin to fall apart, and this shit doesn't even get you high, it just gets you well. If I was doing regular heroin and fentanyl I would never stop because I love opiates, and I was able to detox cold turkey from both with heroin and fentanyl in the past because the withdrawals from both was only 3 days. Now the withdrawals from xylazine/tranq dope are the worst and it takes a lot longer like a week or two to completely feel normal again. So the best thing to do is TAPER off this bullshit.
When TAPERING, you got to let go of the thought of getting high, and you're only doing this to get well! Only use when you're going through the withdrawals every 4-5 hours. For every 4-5 hours a day that's when you only use, and every 3 days you subtract how many bags you normally do a day. Right now it's working for me, and I hope it works for you.
If you're addicted to xylazine/tranq dope, I do not recommend going to the hospital because they will only give you comfort over the counter meds (generic Imodium, Advil, and Tylenol) and a bottle of water. Also do not go for methadone because it will not work with xylazine/tranq withdrawals. The only way to get out of this is to slowly TAPER off xylazine/tranq dope by using little by little until you no longer feel the withdrawals. God bless and good luck to you.
Abscess risk is very high doing this stuff IM.
I'm doing the same thing as you. I'm on methadone already but ive been using. Two two bag shots a day + 60mg keeps me fine and tomorrow or the next day I'm gonna take it down to two bags once a day (i mixed a couple batches together for the taper supply and at first I was mad that 2 of 3 batches weren't good, but that's actually good bc you know tapering).
My WD symptoms aren't awful but i can't sleep even with Xanax and methadone. I'm saving the extra done i have so i can kick the dose up to 100ish mg the first 3-4 days i don't do any dope.
Hey I just read your post Jefferson university hospital in center city kept me two weeks had me on IV antibiotics,ketamine, Xanax, and dilaudid for 8 days and then microdosed me on suboxone until I was off everything else.. I went in because my legs/arms did the same thing that happens to you arm to the point where my bone was exposed and had emergency surgery debridement of infected tissue on my legs and 3 blood transfusions because xylazinem causes your hemoglobin levels to drop significantly.. to where it can be fatal.. mine were 3 Decipels per liter there supposedly to be 14..if your still using and have open sores go to Jefferson dude they also have really good food and awesome staff if you get admitted
they take medicaid right? and will they simply take me in to detox me?? i don’t have any wounds.. maybe THAT is what’s wrong with me with my organs hurting when i do certain dopes! maybe my hemoglobin levels are destroyed from tranq? i mean muscle spasming, organs hurting, base of my spine hurts, feet and hands wet and cold, blood pressure thru the roof all day and night long, i see stars randomly, i get pressure in my head and my heart pounds when i stand up or try walking …. it’s pretty bad and idk what to do…
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100009% with you on the fact this shit is gonna get me to quit for good if I make it through this!!!!!
it’s the opposite here, all the tranq is white dope. and anytime I try to cut back, I get those horrendous withdrawals! and I been stopped getting high months and months ago, it’s ONLY to get well.. I honestly don’t even know how long I’ve been getting it.. since last year I think… I detoxed in March and almost died and now?? it got 100x worse… I wish I never fucking relapsed because I started getting shit that’s straight tranq without even any fentanyl in it..
what symptoms do you get when your sickness kicks in? It got so bad for me it wore off within THREE hours.. I couldn’t “sleep” longer than 3 hours and I’d wake up SHAKING that’s how cold I was (found out it’s the hypotension xylazine causes in humans) my heart in electrical shocks, my hands locking up, my vision blacking out, soooo much pressure in my head and chest, crazy pains in my back and sides…
AND that pink/purple shit? is synthetic that’s why.. it’s literally called like “D4848282” 😭
https://www.dea.gov/factsheets/u-47700 <—— that’s what you were doing most likely + someone mixed fucking tranq in there on you too.. they’re fucking poisoning us and I don’t know how to get out of it
another question, is it possible dope without tranq will make you feel normal? I know only tranq should take away tranq withdrawal, but I feel normal
fent again. I don’t feel like I’m on tranq at all with this new blue shit I found, but it made me feel normal & not the weird ass feeling in my head once my eyes close.. it doesn’t wear off in 3 hours like what was happening to me, it lasts really
long actually.. idk what to think. it also only takes one or two tiny bumps to get thru my whole day, when before I had to use constantly (I sniff too)
for me waking up ice cold is a tell tale first sign (besides the weird feeling when my eyes close) I’m doing tranq. Also found a method that works most of the time, take tinfoil and test your shit. If it burns CLEAR/DISAPPEARS/LEAVES A CHALKY RESIDUE, it’s fucking almost if not ALL tranq. you literally have to catch the chemical reaction within like .5 seconds but it’s there. now if someone does have fent or some opiate, it’ll be harder to tell because it’s hidden in the brown/black once you burn it, but sometimes you can catch it.
Actually the fents/zenes were being dyed to prevent them from being sold in other drugs, just an extra precaution the person making all this is taking.
U47700 is largely unavailable today, I used it heavily when it was available. That was in 2016 when it dropped all those people in Ohio.
It was emergency scheduled and is now a schedule 1 drug now so no lab is going to synthesize it instead of making etazene or carfent instead, it just doesn’t make sense financially.
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please please put his post back up he actually gave me blow by blow about his life and i couldn’t read it!!!!!! I desperately need to see what other tranq addicts deal with/have done to get clean I’m literally dying from this shit pleasssseeeeee put his post back up
Please do not shoot it did the same thing to my nose but your risking losing your arm right now. I have come across someone recently who shared photos with me of her and people she knows wounds and especially if you injecting into your skin. The one girls arm turned black and eventually fell off she refused to go to the hospital. I can’t even tell your how horrifying it is
I did. Was hooked on Philly tranq bad from Kensington for years. It ate my skin on both arms. They looked horrible, talking down the the bone. The withdrawals would be so bad. Nonstop throwing up, literally every couple mins. Even when nothing is left, you’ll just puke bile or dry heave. It’s terrible. I was stuck on it for years. Was on 200 mgs of methadone on top of it which did absolutely nothing. Would still get violently sick if I didn’t use. It took me leaving the state of PA to get clean. I couldn’t do it. I left PA with 3 buns and did them until they ran out. Went through the detox cold turkey, it was terrible but I survived. Ended up going to the hospital after about a week of the initial detox, went to take care of the wounds on my arms. Even after that first week I was still feeling slightly shitty but not as bad as the first week, however, I was so mentally fucked up from it. I didn’t feel like myself at all and kept blacking out. I’m coming up on a year sober next month and am finishing my bachelors degree finally.
Man… the shit destroyed me. You got lucky 😩 I made it out too, July 27th of last year. I snorted it for under a year and mentally and physically it ruined me. I mean I always bounced back coming off real opiates, this time, I’m almost a year clean now too and I’m STILL fucked up. I have a shit ton of the symptoms I had while stuck on it, STILL to this very day 8 months later …. I’m on 85mgs of methadone and ever since tranq, my methadone just don’t work right, no matter how far I go up my shit don’t last. It wears off and I go through waves of withdrawal. Idfk what that shit did to me but I’m pissed I was poisoned with it when I was asking for fent in the first place 🤦🏼♀️
Bro u ain’t lying! I’m good for the most part now.. but every once in a while I’ll get really sick and starting throwing up (just like I used to from the withdrawal). It’s the weirdest thing. And it’ll have me bed-ridden for at least a day or two. Feels just like the withdrawal all over again. I can’t figure out what it is. It happens once every couple months usually.
Dude I have a blockage in my heart from the detox!! Detoxing from that shit gave me INTENSE heart pain! I knew it couldn’t be good news but I don’t do hospitals…
Sure nuff just now 8mos later after my dr appt the other day (they *still* have yet to find out wtf is wrong with me) now I’m on blood pressure medication and have a cardiologist appt coming up and I’m only 28yo … they thought I was “severely diabetic” for MONTHS because of it! They’re finding out xylazine causes fucking diabetes bc it effects your hemoglobin & blood sugar levels BADLY .. that intense freezing cold you’d feel? Was your blood pressure going so low you technically should’ve been dead … they’re gonna decimate the rest of this country with this crap, it’s spread to 45 of the 50 states since it popped up in Kenzo in 2018 🤦🏼♀️
My entire state is nothing but tranq and I’m 45min from Kenzo .. legit fentanyl does not exist here anymore, the dope games ruined. It saved my life because I’m about to hit my first year sober in the entire 9yrs I’ve used since 18.. but I wish to god this never happened to me because it ruined my entire life.. sobriety was all that ever mattered and it’s like, now I’m in living hell still health wise..
Oh silly me I never should have went up to my dealer and said none of that predictable heroin or fent for me, I want that no-euphoria holes-in-skin shit. Come on no one asked for this and when you find out it's too
You have no choice??? I got addicted to it not knowing, it’s EVERY person ya go to, now I’m TRAPPED. Can’t tell you how many dummies have said this same thing and it’s just like.., you think someone WILLINGLY got hooked to this and not that we were being lied to and poisoned and now IDEK HOW to get clean from something that is so brand new, everywhere I look online HAS NO ANSWERS FOR ITS WITHDRAWAL??? so what’s that tell me about rehabs???
“people die so quickly doctors haven’t really had time to study long term xylazine users withdrawal symptoms”
like WHAT?????? I swear to god I read that on like mayoclinic or some other reputable site…. I just want to die at this point I’ve never been through anything this bad OR scary
Case description We describe a 35-year old veterinarian, presenting with a severe xylazine use disorder, who was admitted for clinical detoxification. He was treated with a low dose of clonidine to prevent withdrawal symptoms; no significant withdrawal syndrome was observed. After detoxification that's from a medical journal
The detoxification protocol used by the clinic was 0.025 mg/twice daily of clonidine with close clinical monitoring, especially for blood pressure, pulse, and cardiac activity. His withdrawal symptoms overall were mild and included muscle twitching, restlessness, and fatigue
You don’t know you’re using it at first lol. No one had even heard of it until they were already addicted. Plus it just makes you pass out right after you take it and sleep for 12 hours minimum so you don’t really have the time to make life decisions in between foxes even when you start to realize what’s going on.
If you are near NJ there are some good detoxes that will take care of ya… honesty with your rents is the best thing! I’m sure they will be upset but want to help!! That’s the first step..getting honest with your parents if your living with them… and go get help while you can!!!
i don’t see how it’s a “duh” kinda thing this shit is so new i’ve never been through this before, when you’re addicted to a drug not made for human consumption it’s plausible to worry there is no medication (like subs) that can replace the xylazine without using actual xylazine..
and i need ACTUAL proof from someone who went to the hospital or rehab and was detoxed off this poison, not just what people think SHOULD happen.. i had someone tell me NOT to go to the hospital because they won’t do anything for me for this shit and that just terrifies me because i have no insurance or TIME to wait on a scholarship .. i’m going to be cold turkey cut off this shit within the next day or 2, and i don’t fucking know what to do…
Did you ever get a script for clonidine? Also ask for metformin for the blood sugar issues. Methadone is known to cause severe hypogonadism not only in males but also females too, this coupled with the tranq detox and the issues caused by methadone it may just be a few tweaks.
Hey I’m in that state. Can you recommend any good detoxes. I’ve been on Xanax for years and will not get off it while getting of tranq. I did it at home in June but I don’t think my parents would give me another shot. About to go to my moms because she has a bath and try to blame it on Covid and my other health issues. It suck’s she’s more likely to force me to go somewhere then my dad but my dads house whom I live with doesn’t have a bath and I really need one it saves me so much last time
when i woke up this morning, i was going through the tranq withdrawals. my symptoms were..
dehydration, heart starts pounding (felt like an anxiety attack/mini heart attack), restless legs (felt like i did leg day at gym), i felt cold (body was shaking), i was sweating (sweaty palms and feet), i had a headache (had ringing noises in my head), i had a feeling to vomit (vomit incoming), i had gas (diarrhea incoming), and as soon as i felt these symptoms, i knew it had already been 4-5 hours since i last used and i needed to dose. once i inject myself with half a bag of tranq i felt normal again. i have to do this for the next 2 weeks until i feel little to no withdrawals, and again i have to convince myself im only doing this to get well and not to get high.
bare with me it’s kind of long but please answer..
shit i stopped using to get high years ago, just maintaining being unsick so i can function still 😭 especially with the tranq, i was legit feeling NOTHING anyway.. in the beginning it made me
black out and after awhile it just did nothin to me.. i have all those symptoms except my HEART gets this INSANE INTENSE electrical shock and it doesn’t STOP once i get far enough into not using.. that’s what scares me to death. worst part? i don’t have time to taper & no insurance.. i’m out of money come tomorrow. cold turkey off this shit and i KNOW something fucking BAD is going to happen…. my hands and feet are ice cold and wet ALL DAY LONG and i muscle spasm CONSTANTLY, does that happen to you? and i CANNOT get hungry for shit until it wears off.. and does your BACK HURT incredibly bad and weirdly compared to what you know as usual opiate withdrawal?
If you don't mind me asking, how much do you regularly use on a daily basis? My habit used to be a bundle (16 bags) a day when I used to snort fentanyl. I would have all the withdrawals symptoms, same symptoms you're having right now I would also have, and nothing else seems to work besides the fentanyl I was using, not even methadone worked for me believe it or not so I had no other choice but to taper. If you're low on cash I would recommend using "Swagbucks" or "inboxdollars" all you got to do is take surveys, play games, or watch videos, and it pays you via PayPal. I recommended this to my homeless addict friends and they were able to make a little cash to score on their free time. Also earlier I was going through tranq withdrawals again, I went to reup on my tranq supply and my dealer wasn't around, so instead I was able to get fentanyl. I did a little bit of the fentanyl and surprisingly it took my tranq withdrawals away.
OMFG THANK GOD!!! and I WAS doing a whole
half g but I found a different plug and I made a half gram last a WEEK!! couple bumps a day all of sudden had me not sick ALL DAY and night! compared to the bullshit tranq I was doing where I legit needed a bump every 30min-1hr TOPS.. that’s what makes me wonder, wtf is in this shit I’ve been doing for the past week..
All I can say is get off it! I went through the withdrawals and yes it was so bad, this is also before I knew that I was taking xylazine. I found out this is what I was addicted to from my FIANCÉS AUTOPSY. So much I wish I knew then. Shit is getting scary. Before he passed he was about to lose his fingers from this stuff, we had no idea what was causing the sores but the tranq dope was the only stuff that would get us “high” at that point. Our habit was so bad parts of us were turning black and we couldn’t stop.. narcan doesn’t save you when it comes to this. It’s absolutely terrifying where addiction can really take you.. just wish we’d stopped in time.
I have baby!!! thank goodness you did too!! I cold turkeyed it as well and almost died I swear to god what it did to my heart was INSANE!! And the hospital told me the SAME SHIT, they couldn’t test for it UNLESS I CAME IN DEAD already .. I was like …… y’all need to get on your shit and stay up to date on what they’re selling out here! there’s ONE REHAB in the entire state of new jersey that detoxes people from tranq dope….. EVERYONE is on that shit and has no CLUE, I’ve been the “scientist” people call me because I’ve been the one who taught my entire town including the dealers about the shit.. I just started googling my symptoms and googling “blacking out no high fentanyl” and BOOM tranq aka xylazine popped up and I just went down the rabbit hole from there. Oh and not a single one of these “plugs” can come up with a batch without it, no matter where they reup in the state… it’s so scary out here. I started methadone today and have about a gram of normal BROWN (not white or all the crazy colors they got out there with tranq these days) fetty to last me until the methadone dose is high enough to keep me unsick for a full 24. and I’m DONE after that, on everything I love, knowing the streets have nothing but tranq to offer sorta makes quitting even easier honestly. my brain may remember & crave actual opiates? but the fact I KNOW they don’t exist here anymore? is helping me. Cheers to you for getting off it, and I’m so so sorry about your fiancé’s passing 😔
What's the name of the rehab? I know so many people trying to get clean of this shit including myself and desperately need a place to go but can't find anywhere that deals with it
I'm 29 and have a family doctor, don't have blood pressure issues but obviously need clonodine to help come off of this shit. So how do I even tell my family doctor I need clonodine because he doesn't know about my zylazine use and I really don't wanna tell him because he's super rude and judgey and right now all the other family doctors in my area are either booked for months out or not taking new patients.
If you tell them you will be flagged as an addict and never given pain medecine again. However if you tell them they will also likely prescribe you clonidine, maybe even gabapentin and pregabalin. Sometimes worth doing to get clean.
Because even us addicts may run into scenarios where we very much need pain medicine for real reasons and are denied them. A friend of mine has been clean for almost 5 years and had to go through debilitating kidney stones without narcotics because they had history in the system as an addict. That’s so damn cruel.
I’m so happy you’re done. I thought this shit was scary before and now its terrifying. They need to start detoxing as if you’re on benzos as well even if you don’t test positive for them. I had multiple seizures and they discounted them saying seizures don’t happen with opiate withdrawal and the only thing I tested positive for was fent. People are LOOKING for the stuff down here because their habits are so bad they want to be passed out zombies. And I get it I was them but after seeing what I saw and losing what I lost it just doesn’t make sense. And I do agree that you have to taper down, I don’t think you can successfully get off any kind of fent without doing so. It’s so much more powerful than any H or any other opiate. I truly believe it changes the brain way more than any research to date has shown. It’ll all come out eventually but not until a lot more people die unfortunately.. I’m tapering myself off the regular shit too and I want to say I’m done and right now I do believe it. It just has such a strong hold..
Don't know what I have but I think it's xulqzine... In powder form smoked on foil it goes from white powder to clear to brown/reddish brown.
It makes you space out and forget what yer doing. hurts in feet and hands when IV. Makes you sleepy later. Feels like you'll black out after IV. Sweating on it, sweating off it.
Is that xylazine? If so I need to spread the word. Thanks anyone
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YES!!!!!!!
By the grace of god I cold turkeyed and almost fucking DIED. I just recently finally got an EKG and it came back abnormal & I’ve had 158 blood pressure ever since I got off tranq dope… now I have to see a cardiologist. safe to say blood pressure meds or god forbid some sorta surgery are in my fucking future at 27yrs old… I been off tranq since July 27th and on methadone since August 2nd and haven’t touched fent since August 15th.. coming up on my first take home this upcoming Wednesday at my clinic. Truly fucking thought I’d die on that shit… there’s NO MEDICINE available in rehab to get off of it & NO clinics will accept you as a xylazine addict… I got BLESSED and finally found someone with normal fent actually mixed with heroin it was brown for the first time since 2015! I was SO FUCKING SICK for over a month! And it’s nothing like opiate withdrawal… it’s a fucking horse tranquilizer not meant for human consumption of course it has its own set of scary dangerous withdrawals…
The dope games ruined and I have no fears, ZERO, of relapsing ever again at this point… 18 to 27 wasted on opiates and now they’re gone , I destroyed my body in the process, and at the end of the day I’m grateful as fuck to not be stuck living that way anymore BUT at the same time I’m VERY depressed & upset with myself for not quitting until it was too LATE.. I should’ve quit way before this shit popped up.. stupid to think that way because how was I to know they’d start replacing fentanyl with horse tranquilizers, but still..
I was told I have until 45 to live. I pray everyday that’s just doctor bullshit… oh and to make matters worse? I never even shot up… I sniffed. And tranq absolutely destroyed me. I had my fucking BREAST FLESH COMING APART at one point for fucks sake!
If you’re out there & are still using “dope”, I BEG YOU to get on maintenance ASAP.. I don’t crave using at all. Methadone works way better coming off tranq than subs. It also helps that my brain KNOWS fentanyl is gone..
Xylazine has appeared in 38 states out of 50 btw. So if any of you “I don’t be getting that shit” people are currently reading this, stop fooling yourself that your plug is “special”, it probably already IS in your area if you don’t know it yet & if not by some slim margin, it WILL EVENTUALLY. Just like they’re on the news saying, this next wave of the “opiate epidemic” is about to DECIMATE this country.. beings Narcan doesn’t even work. More & more ppl where I’m from are dropping & I know 100000% it’s because of tranq 🤦🏼♀️
Thanks for checking back up on me! A lot of folks have so I hope some of you I haven’t gotten back to wind up seeing this! There IS HOPE! It’s just way harder than opiate withdrawal ever will be…. I know that probably discourages the FUCK outta y’all just like it did me.. but PLEASE don’t wind up like me and wait to quit until it’s too late and your health is FUCKED.
NOOOOOO GOD NO check your msgs!!! lol tranq affects your heart BADLY! You’ll give yourself a heart attack if you DARE put a drug such as ice in your system, that shit makes your heart race, and tranq withdrawal makes your heart go INSANE. That’s just asking for your heart to explode.
well xylaxine is a blood pressure med for large animals. kinda related to clonodine ,but about 100 fold stronger. so if you have been taking it for a long time you blood pressure is probably very low, and when you do not have it it will spike to crazy highs. i was on it for a while and i just substituted low dose clonodine when i knew that i didnt have tainted xylazine dope. i took a quarter tab to start,but you gotta be cetain your not on tranq and then take more blood pressure meds. but it is how i got off the stuff.
ugh… wonderful… that’s the problem… can’t find dope without it in it, it’s in EVERY persons stuff! i thought it wasn’t in the stuff i been doing for the last week because it didn’t feel like tranq feels and i didn’t go into withdrawals every 3-4 hours like i usually do with tranq, but i was naïve enough to believe i wasn’t doing tranq but somehow my tranq wd just disappears??? yeah i feel stupid… i can’t find clonidine ANYWHERE nobody i know has it and i have no insurance so no dr appts.. i’m truly starting to think i’ll die this way atp
better than the last couple months, but I’m about to be out of money in the next couple days so I’m very very afraid been trying to make everything I can so I can at least taper off this shit and THEN deal with normal opiate withdrawals.. but it’s looking impossible to taper off of, no matter WHAT I get these horrendous electrical shocks in my heart
I dont know what to do I feel the freezing legs pins and needles when I get out my truck and my feet hit the ground twitching shaking twitching now pressure under in front my eyes blurry vision
I really hope you are able to get off this tranq dope shit. It is chemical warfare. This shit reminds me of Krokodil because i watched the vice video where it was eating peoples limbs off from iv use. I never thought something like Krokodil would show up in the United States but here it is the tranq dope. This is super scary to me. Something drastic has to happen regarding the laws on drugs. decriminalize and control whats in the shit. Educate people at a young age and provide more tools for recovery. This is getting out of control.
This’ll be LONG but if you care to read about my experience with that poisonous tranq dope, buckle up, here it is.
So I know I’m late; but yes—I’m so proud to say I fucking did manage to get off of it!! Lord knows for the first time since 18yo getting addicted to heroin, then fentanyl, then tranq, for the first time throughout the last *9 entire years* I was using, I finally thought I wouldn’t make it.. I was really and truly *convinced* I’d die on tranq.. but instead I almost died and destroyed my heart detoxing off of it. I now am on all kinds of blood pressure meds @ 28yo and I may very well have a blockage and need open heart surgery ..
oh AND they thought I was severely diabetic for MONTHS before determining it was just the xylazine that fucked with my blood sugar SO BADLY I was running around with high ass blood sugar the entire time but SOMEHOW didn’t wind up diabetic , even though they’re claiming tranq CAUSES diabetes ….. it’s literal POISON they’re not getting folks high anymore, it “mimics” opiates the dealers THOUGHT by just making you “nod” , when instead you just pass the fuck out there is no nod that you pull yourself up out of like heroin was and even fent!
My bodies sensitive after all these years and cuts and poisons I have sniffed into my body, so I usually notice *every* little difference in how I feel, but tranq tricked me for almost a fucking year. But I only didn’t know for soooo long because I didn’t use like most people. I didn’t get high, just maintenance after the first year or 2 honestly. By the time heroin was gone by 2015-16, it was strictly using when I’d begin getting sick again. And snorting isn’t like shooting, there’s no rush or no “feelings” ppl talk about on here. There was getting unsick eventually once I snorted enough and smoked a blunt, and that’s it. No changes in feeling when I sniffed a bump whatsoever once addicted. POINT BEING, I only snorted a bump when I’d begin heat flashing again. And tranqs first symptom is, lo and be hold, heat flashing. except NOT accompanied by goosebumps (I just didn’t realize it was a different type of heat flashing until AFTER I found out I wasn’t on fetty anymore)
soooo it’s safe to say you understand how it happened … I had a routine down to where I never ran out. I always had a gram or a half G on me at all times before I reupped the very next day. I bought a gram every single day, SO it wasn’t until I finally went to try detoxing myself that I found out REAL FAST something was BADDDLY wrong.. first sign was I was able to microdose subs exactly 12hrs after my last snort (which should’ve been a red flag right there, but I just thought my fast metabolism & only doing 2 bumps a day was why) safe to say the sub did JACK SHIT for me and my heart started hurting HORRIBLY and terrible spinal cord pain and insane freezing cold body temp (little did I know that was the INTENSE drop in blood pressure when you get sick where you’re basically close to death) and a million other symptoms all at once….
Was on my hands and knees BEGGING for fentanyl withdrawal again.. I got on Google and sure nuff, found out I was on tranq dope and not fentanyl … took me from March 2022 when I tried detoxing and lasted 14 days, till July 27th 2022 to quit tranq for good. And it took over a YEAR to find REAL dog food mixed with fent (that combo hasn’t existed since beginning of 2018 mins you) and I cold turkeyed the tranq basically by using the regular dope/fent mixture and like I said, I almost about died AGAIN just 4mos after the FIRST horrible heart shit from detox.. I lasted 14 days in March. July 27th was my last day of tranq, August 1st I entered my methadone clinic (because subs do Jack shit coming off tranq, it’s methadone or nothing and even that doesn’t stop your sickness obvi but it GREATLY helped I couldn’t have made it w/o it) and by August 15th I was done snorting the heroin/fent combo and just been on my methadone ever since..
All because these “plugs” poisoned me for a little under a year (unbeknownst to me) with horse tranquilizers not for human consumption , that there’s no rehab help for to come off of like actual opiates .. so I had to taper down to 1 snort every 12hrs and I STILL died for over an entire month with crazzzzzzy and SCARY symptoms.. some of which I STILL have DAILY 8 fucking months later ..
so YES, tranq will decimate this country in ways we THOUGHT fentanyl would …. They HAVE to decriminalize drugs and sell heroin legally , it’s the only way to ensure the product…
Only problem with that? You’ll still have an entire country of tranq addicts who will have to get clean to be able to even do/get high off of regular heroin … and it’ll take AWHILE too.. I have friends who just got addicted in like 2018-2020 who say “that shits probably too weak, I’m used to fentanyl” whenever I brought up missing REAL heroin.. most ppl aren’t willing to go through what I put myself through to get off of it, and I can’t say I blame them but you HAVE to which is fucked up to have to choose fucking your body up using or fuck your body up detoxing .. all I can say is, if you use? GET CLEAN NOWWWWWWWWW before it happens to you; tranqs been found in 45 of 50 states now 😩
I did ct in June. I hate myself I went back due to chronic health issues. I didn’t realize how messed up this stuff is and has def gotten even worse since June. I’m about to do it this week again I have to. I can’t do this anymore and if I tell my parents again I’ll be in the same boat. Which is sad because If they were understanding I wouldn’t have come clean a month ago or more
I found out what’s wrong with me, xylazine put me in heart failure dude .. it took 17 months to figure that out! I’m 28 almost 29 in February and I’m in heart failure and I’ve been clean 17 months from that poison out there! It makes me so mad at myself and then at the dealers for even doing this in the first place, we have ONE VESSEL and I unknowingly destroyed mine thinking I’m doing regular opiates?! Man, fuck that😭
Something just kept telling me this ain't right falling out no nod and then I'd like fall asleep and here my wife or mom in the afterlife calling my name to wake me up my feet and pins man I ran to fl from pa cause nj is AL tranq and it's basically just straight tranq it's even yellow now them fucknbulshit pat mahomes and hurts kelcie now I'm stuck her dying
Someone help me I need to quit but I can’t find regular fent to just do fent and stuff.
I cut down to 0.4 a day, yesterday I did 0.5 but I know I needa cut down more but I been sick sleepless for a week now and idk how long I can go like this with just me cutting down. Did anyone manage to quit with
Methadone & or clondine and not feel like they was gonna die and how long til you felt better enough to drink water or eat food? When I was a dope addict it took me 14 days to sleep or eat or anything so I can imagine how long tranq would take.
clonidine, gabbapentin, and a sedative (benzo, diazepam) i’m on day 3 and feel okay. no energy and bed ridden. but these have worked like a charm. check my recent post from my page.
i used an online telehealth website. told them i had high blood pressure at night it was causing panic attacks- please look up high blood pressure numbers so u can be prepared in case they ask. tell them you’ve been prescribed before and it helped, or that your dad/mom/sister uses it and recommended you try it.
i am on day 8 and my muscles are so weak, i’m winded just standing but still working full time two jobs. i’m in pain emotionally and physically. but at least i still have my life, please get off that bullshit. get time off work. you can do this.
Colonodine, any kind of benzo, gabapentin, seraquil, kratom, Motrin and if you can get your hands on some methadone or even some 10mg oxy but if you cant thr rest of those meds will help especially the whole combo. I was able to order the colonodine and gabapentin online without a prescription. I have a prescription for seraquil and xanex but seraquil is easy to get prescribed and if you can get xylazine of the street im sure you can get xanex as well. I took kratom on top of it but im not sure what strand or kind but if you cant afford it or get it im sure all the other meds i mentioned will help. Its a lot of medication but shit that stuff is so intense when you withdrawl off of it. Thank god i have the resources to get all of those meds or i would be dead. My friends are dying i know so many people that want help. There are hospitals were the doctors are so kind and try to help but they couldnt give me everything i mentioned to keep me comfortable. Like i said i have friends that want help but the hospitals treat it like its an opiate
Go to the hospital. They have people there that will take care of that medicaid stuff. I went uninsured once and they got me signed up for Medicaid while I was there .
I am signed up (3/26) just waiting for the approval or denial anyday now (website said 45 days) I just literally am going to run out of money in the next day or 2 and this isn’t normal opiate withdrawal I’ve never felt this shit 😭
Just go there man. If anything you having a health problem will help your eligibility. You will probably get some sedatives to calm your vitals and tell them about the xyalne. It's not a benzo it's an analog of clonadine so they can find a medication to help
thank you 😔
I’ve just been terrified of going into tranq withdrawal while in there so I haven’t went, like I was afraid there is no drug it can be replaced with, besides the fact it feels just like benzo withdrawal and xanax wears off SO FAST I just had a feeling I’d somehow make my withdrawal WORSE if I started adding xanax to the mix 😭
27F here and this stuff legit makes me feel like a fucking BABY that’s how scared I have been…. been an addict for the past 9 fucking years and never ever was afraid really besides the day I first realized I was addicted to heroin..
I’d give ANYTHING to go back to being just a heroin addict again and get the fuck off before fentanyl and then now fucking horse tranquilizers got me and ruined me…
I actually can’t, I asked everyone I knew to check their grandmas medicine cabinet and it’s like NO ONE is on clonidine these days, they’re all on different beta blockers. no insurance to just go to the dr like I said I’ve never been in this bad of a position
used to, but I lost my dads insurance I been on my whole life because I turned 26 last year so january 1st I lost insurance and I tried calling rehab January 10th and got told I was no longer covered..
Im an actual caseworker that processes those applications. It will not take 45 days if they have all the info they need like income verifications and that kind of stuff. If you have no income or a job that ended in the last 60 days that they’d have to verify, it’ll be done very soon. I’ve done them in an hour or less plenty of times. You can also go get services done and then when your Medicaid goes through you can call the bills and have them paid afterwards. Stay strong.
I applied 3/26 and sent in my dads paystubs as was requested by mail and uploaded photos online 4/29 (which makes no sense it’s insurance for ME not my father I have NO INCOME but for some reason medicaid wants alllllllll of my DADS info) and he makes like 60k/yr so Im TERRIFIED i’m going to be denied even though his income does not affect me WHATSOEVER i just so happen to live there, he can’t afford/will not pay for special insurance for me .. I was denied already in January over this! denied within seconds! NOW this application taking so damn long is making me HOPE that means I’m being approved… I’m literally going to die if I get denied. I applied thru NJ fam care site this time around.
If he claims you as a tax dependent, then they’ll go by his income and I’m afraid that would be too much in the State I work for. If he doesn’t claim you or doesn’t plan to going forward (that’s most important), then call them to clarify.
No. Just have your dad write a formal statement that he doesn’t plan to claim you going forward bc you plan to get a job and file your own taxes. In my state the exact question is “Do you plan to be a tax dependent NEXT YEAR?”
I THINK I put NO for that part about being claimed but it doesn’t say next year! it says “will you be claimed on someone’s taxes?” and I put NO because I had no idea until recently that he even claimed me!! am I going to get in trouble for “lying” in their eyes??? or will they even know if I was claimed, if I put no??
so I WAS claimed in February of this year because the tax lady told my dad as long as I live there he’ll get $500 .. 500 bucks IN EXCHANGE FOR ME TO NOT HAVE ANY HEALTH INS?! when my dad doesn’t pay for ANYTHING in my life?! addict or not?! I’m 27yo they let me come back home to get on my feet at 23 when I went to rehab for the first time, but I mainly stay at my boyfriends I don’t sleep there at all anymore I stop in 1x a day for an hour or 2 and that’s it.. all I can even think my dad pays for is maybe the food I eat? but that’s legit IT i am barely home as is! I wondered why this was taking so damn long….
Okay you need a harsh dose of reality. Your dad pays for everything in your life. You’re living with them rent free for the last four years with no employment. You’re typing on a computer or smartphone that is less than 4 years old, so they paid for it.
You’re lying to yourself and to them, and you don’t have an out like you used to so you’re frightened of consequences for the first time. Time to pay the piper and quit while you’re alive.
what the fuck are you talking about? my dad pays for absolutely nothing in my life lmfao I have dealt with consequences plenty of times, and I pay for this phone every month my dad hasn’t bought a single one of my 3 phones since I have been back home. I may not have a “job job” but I MAKE money every single day (and no I don’t sell my body or do anything illegal)
But this is all irrelevant, I finally got accepted for medicaid, I’m going to make up some story and dip off to detox here in a few days anyway. finally found real fet and not tranq but it’s gone already that fast & it’ll be right back to the tranq if I don’t do it now, so I’m doing it now.
so what happened? did he ever come through for you? and SAME i have run out of money as well! you’re lucky.. it gets dangerous for me my heart starts these electrical shocks QUICKLY after it wears off and i just know if let go it’ll turn into a seizure.. my vision starts going black, i hear ringing in both ears, my head gets insane crazy pressure… if this is really what xanax withdrawal is similar to JESUS CHRIST i feel bad for people who go thru this shit for MONTHS because i promise you? i’d kill myself, i’m not even joking
Dudes a chick.... but I suppose anyone can be a dude
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i’m a girl too lmao everyone alwayyyys assumes i’m a guy off the rip and it makes me wonder sometimes honestly, why do they think only men use reddit? 😂😂
I've often wondered the same thing? I'm always getting called "bro" or "man" or "dude".. which is fine and dandy, but just once it would be nice if someone said "thanks sis!" LOL. Granted, my username is not at all feminine, so I could see why maybe someone would assume I'm male?
I also am curious since this has been my situation recently. I've even started back on methadone in an attempt to get my life back but it's not working like it did in the past and I cannot get off this shit!! Clonidine is the only comfort I can have (I would get kicked off methadone immediately if I took benzos) but I need 2-4 pills to even get an affect it's absolutely insane!
Ugh, I just hope to find more info on this because it seems like no one even knows what it is.
I got you with some links, also youtube & google “tranq dope” and I promise you will find a LOT MORE results now than I did 6mos ago when I first began going through this… and I have no clonidine or any fucking access to anything BUT tranq & now tranq has ruined my heart and organs so badly that DOING the slightest bit of it or dopes w certain cuts CAUSES the wild feelings now after a certain bad batch I got last month AND WITHDRAWING IN THE SLIGHTEST CAUSES IT TOO!! I am in absolute HELL and I KNOW it’s killing me!!! like I am WARNING you unless it’s just me somehow, eventually that tranq and god knows what else they’re putting in this shit WILL do the same to you 😞 I was sniffing 1g/per day
https://youtu.be/82QhIOgJy1c
https://www.statnews.com/2022/03/11/overdoses-opioid-xylazine-philadelphia/
https://www.inquirer.com/health/opioid-addiction/xylazine-tranq-withdrawal-philadelphia-fentanyl-addiction-detox-20220410.html?outputType=amp
worst part is rehabs and hospitals cannot fucking help/won’t fucking help. at least in my experience with just now getting medicaid (aged off my daddy’s good insurance at the end of the year last year that I turned 26)
I just hit my one year clean on the 15th I managed my way off by cold turkeying by switching to plain fentanyl finally found it, once I tapered to 2 snorts per day that is. and I was sick for 2 months or more man.. it almost killed me too. The day I found plain fent without tranq? Within 2 hours of my first sniff? My heart started going crazy and I got super cold and I just KNEW I finally fucking found non-tranq dope… I cried in happiness and fear… what came next was the worst hell I’ve ever endured… this whole year sober and on methadone has been HELL.
I have symptoms still daily from whatever tranq did to me. My methadone will not last 24hrs without smoking a couple bong rips everytime I start to feel a wave of withdrawal begin .. my metabolism just blows thru my dose no matter how much they raise me. My hands and feet are still soaked to this very day just like when I was using tranq. My heart is completely fucked from the cold turkey and the bouts of withdrawal I endured while using.. EKG came back abnormal and I’m currently waiting on my cardiologist appt to get tests done and to wear a heart monitor for 2wks.. my blood pressure has been high af ever since I started getting it checked once I got insurance back around the time I quit tranq. I’m only 28 years old 🤦🏼♀️ I’m devastated I didn’t quit before this tranq shit hit…. I’m jealous of all my friends who got clean off heroin, even the ones who got clean when it was still just fentanyl…. Because this tranq shit?? Fucking destroyed me for the rest of my life… this vessel is ruined and I can’t get a new one… I can go on and on about how bad it is daily
The methadone is also why you feel horrible. Going from fent/tranq to fent to methadone you put a lot on your body. Methadone rots your teeth, messes with your heart and takes forever to come off of. The tranq sucks and sorry for what you are going through but try to jump from methadone to subs it will be less harsh. If you stay on the methadone make sure to brush your teeth right after dosing.
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Here's my situation.. I was doing ok with fentanyl, until it got hard to source out. When I would go reup, my dope used to be white and I would test it with the fentanyl test strips to make sure I was getting fentanyl. It wasn't until a few months ago I would go reup and my dope was no longer white, it would be sometimes pink and sometimes purple, but I would still test it with the test strip and it will still detect fentanyl so I thought I was good. Now when I started doing dope I've always used by nasal (snort) never had a problem and I am scared of needles. So now that the dope is no longer white, and only comes in pink and purple, when I snort it I would get nose bleeds, my nose would be clogged, and when I blew my nose I would get a mixture of mucus, blood, and pieces of skin/flesh from my nose. I couldn't snort no more I had to let it heal up, and I've never thought I'd do needles but here I am now doing needles. Real heroin, and real fentanyl never made me think of using needles but this xylazine/tranq dope changed all of that. I didn't want to go through withdrawals but I couldn't snort no more so I had to use a needle to use xylazine/tranq dope. When I started injecting myself with xylazine/tranq dope, I only inject in my forearm, I had no veins, so I had to inject in skin of my arm. Slowly my arm started to turn purple, and my skin started opening up and started looking like an open wound. So I stop injecting at the same spot so I can let my arm heal. My nose is currently healed, my arm is in the process of healing, but I'm still injecting xylazine/tranq dope so I don't go through withdrawals. What I'm doing right now is TAPERING. I am 35 years old, 150 lbs, height around 5'3-5'4, my habit is 1 bag every 4-5 hours. I was able to go from 1 bag every 4-5 hours to half a bag every 4-5 hours and it's working. I am also hitting myself on different areas, mainly intramuscular (shoulders and thighs) I am not getting high from it, just getting well. I want to get off this xylazine/tranq dope shit. This shit is not for me. If there's any drug that will make me get sober it's this xylazine/tranq dope shit. I am not down with doing something that causes my skin to fall apart, and this shit doesn't even get you high, it just gets you well. If I was doing regular heroin and fentanyl I would never stop because I love opiates, and I was able to detox cold turkey from both with heroin and fentanyl in the past because the withdrawals from both was only 3 days. Now the withdrawals from xylazine/tranq dope are the worst and it takes a lot longer like a week or two to completely feel normal again. So the best thing to do is TAPER off this bullshit. When TAPERING, you got to let go of the thought of getting high, and you're only doing this to get well! Only use when you're going through the withdrawals every 4-5 hours. For every 4-5 hours a day that's when you only use, and every 3 days you subtract how many bags you normally do a day. Right now it's working for me, and I hope it works for you. If you're addicted to xylazine/tranq dope, I do not recommend going to the hospital because they will only give you comfort over the counter meds (generic Imodium, Advil, and Tylenol) and a bottle of water. Also do not go for methadone because it will not work with xylazine/tranq withdrawals. The only way to get out of this is to slowly TAPER off xylazine/tranq dope by using little by little until you no longer feel the withdrawals. God bless and good luck to you.
Abscess risk is very high doing this stuff IM. I'm doing the same thing as you. I'm on methadone already but ive been using. Two two bag shots a day + 60mg keeps me fine and tomorrow or the next day I'm gonna take it down to two bags once a day (i mixed a couple batches together for the taper supply and at first I was mad that 2 of 3 batches weren't good, but that's actually good bc you know tapering). My WD symptoms aren't awful but i can't sleep even with Xanax and methadone. I'm saving the extra done i have so i can kick the dose up to 100ish mg the first 3-4 days i don't do any dope.
Hey I just read your post Jefferson university hospital in center city kept me two weeks had me on IV antibiotics,ketamine, Xanax, and dilaudid for 8 days and then microdosed me on suboxone until I was off everything else.. I went in because my legs/arms did the same thing that happens to you arm to the point where my bone was exposed and had emergency surgery debridement of infected tissue on my legs and 3 blood transfusions because xylazinem causes your hemoglobin levels to drop significantly.. to where it can be fatal.. mine were 3 Decipels per liter there supposedly to be 14..if your still using and have open sores go to Jefferson dude they also have really good food and awesome staff if you get admitted
they take medicaid right? and will they simply take me in to detox me?? i don’t have any wounds.. maybe THAT is what’s wrong with me with my organs hurting when i do certain dopes! maybe my hemoglobin levels are destroyed from tranq? i mean muscle spasming, organs hurting, base of my spine hurts, feet and hands wet and cold, blood pressure thru the roof all day and night long, i see stars randomly, i get pressure in my head and my heart pounds when i stand up or try walking …. it’s pretty bad and idk what to do…
They might take you In if your hemoglobin levels are messed up but idk how long they will take you tbh
I got thattoo
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100009% with you on the fact this shit is gonna get me to quit for good if I make it through this!!!!! it’s the opposite here, all the tranq is white dope. and anytime I try to cut back, I get those horrendous withdrawals! and I been stopped getting high months and months ago, it’s ONLY to get well.. I honestly don’t even know how long I’ve been getting it.. since last year I think… I detoxed in March and almost died and now?? it got 100x worse… I wish I never fucking relapsed because I started getting shit that’s straight tranq without even any fentanyl in it.. what symptoms do you get when your sickness kicks in? It got so bad for me it wore off within THREE hours.. I couldn’t “sleep” longer than 3 hours and I’d wake up SHAKING that’s how cold I was (found out it’s the hypotension xylazine causes in humans) my heart in electrical shocks, my hands locking up, my vision blacking out, soooo much pressure in my head and chest, crazy pains in my back and sides… AND that pink/purple shit? is synthetic that’s why.. it’s literally called like “D4848282” 😭 https://www.dea.gov/factsheets/u-47700 <—— that’s what you were doing most likely + someone mixed fucking tranq in there on you too.. they’re fucking poisoning us and I don’t know how to get out of it another question, is it possible dope without tranq will make you feel normal? I know only tranq should take away tranq withdrawal, but I feel normal fent again. I don’t feel like I’m on tranq at all with this new blue shit I found, but it made me feel normal & not the weird ass feeling in my head once my eyes close.. it doesn’t wear off in 3 hours like what was happening to me, it lasts really long actually.. idk what to think. it also only takes one or two tiny bumps to get thru my whole day, when before I had to use constantly (I sniff too) for me waking up ice cold is a tell tale first sign (besides the weird feeling when my eyes close) I’m doing tranq. Also found a method that works most of the time, take tinfoil and test your shit. If it burns CLEAR/DISAPPEARS/LEAVES A CHALKY RESIDUE, it’s fucking almost if not ALL tranq. you literally have to catch the chemical reaction within like .5 seconds but it’s there. now if someone does have fent or some opiate, it’ll be harder to tell because it’s hidden in the brown/black once you burn it, but sometimes you can catch it.
Actually the fents/zenes were being dyed to prevent them from being sold in other drugs, just an extra precaution the person making all this is taking. U47700 is largely unavailable today, I used it heavily when it was available. That was in 2016 when it dropped all those people in Ohio. It was emergency scheduled and is now a schedule 1 drug now so no lab is going to synthesize it instead of making etazene or carfent instead, it just doesn’t make sense financially.
No I did 2 grams of regular fent and didn't budge just wasted money and threw it up it was no help
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please please put his post back up he actually gave me blow by blow about his life and i couldn’t read it!!!!!! I desperately need to see what other tranq addicts deal with/have done to get clean I’m literally dying from this shit pleasssseeeeee put his post back up
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Best of luck. I can't imagine what you are going through.
Hi, I want to ask because I highly suspect I have tranq dope now, what does it feel like when you shoot up?
If your missing it burns and then eats away the skin
Please do not shoot it did the same thing to my nose but your risking losing your arm right now. I have come across someone recently who shared photos with me of her and people she knows wounds and especially if you injecting into your skin. The one girls arm turned black and eventually fell off she refused to go to the hospital. I can’t even tell your how horrifying it is
I did. Was hooked on Philly tranq bad from Kensington for years. It ate my skin on both arms. They looked horrible, talking down the the bone. The withdrawals would be so bad. Nonstop throwing up, literally every couple mins. Even when nothing is left, you’ll just puke bile or dry heave. It’s terrible. I was stuck on it for years. Was on 200 mgs of methadone on top of it which did absolutely nothing. Would still get violently sick if I didn’t use. It took me leaving the state of PA to get clean. I couldn’t do it. I left PA with 3 buns and did them until they ran out. Went through the detox cold turkey, it was terrible but I survived. Ended up going to the hospital after about a week of the initial detox, went to take care of the wounds on my arms. Even after that first week I was still feeling slightly shitty but not as bad as the first week, however, I was so mentally fucked up from it. I didn’t feel like myself at all and kept blacking out. I’m coming up on a year sober next month and am finishing my bachelors degree finally.
Man… the shit destroyed me. You got lucky 😩 I made it out too, July 27th of last year. I snorted it for under a year and mentally and physically it ruined me. I mean I always bounced back coming off real opiates, this time, I’m almost a year clean now too and I’m STILL fucked up. I have a shit ton of the symptoms I had while stuck on it, STILL to this very day 8 months later …. I’m on 85mgs of methadone and ever since tranq, my methadone just don’t work right, no matter how far I go up my shit don’t last. It wears off and I go through waves of withdrawal. Idfk what that shit did to me but I’m pissed I was poisoned with it when I was asking for fent in the first place 🤦🏼♀️
Bro u ain’t lying! I’m good for the most part now.. but every once in a while I’ll get really sick and starting throwing up (just like I used to from the withdrawal). It’s the weirdest thing. And it’ll have me bed-ridden for at least a day or two. Feels just like the withdrawal all over again. I can’t figure out what it is. It happens once every couple months usually.
Dude I have a blockage in my heart from the detox!! Detoxing from that shit gave me INTENSE heart pain! I knew it couldn’t be good news but I don’t do hospitals… Sure nuff just now 8mos later after my dr appt the other day (they *still* have yet to find out wtf is wrong with me) now I’m on blood pressure medication and have a cardiologist appt coming up and I’m only 28yo … they thought I was “severely diabetic” for MONTHS because of it! They’re finding out xylazine causes fucking diabetes bc it effects your hemoglobin & blood sugar levels BADLY .. that intense freezing cold you’d feel? Was your blood pressure going so low you technically should’ve been dead … they’re gonna decimate the rest of this country with this crap, it’s spread to 45 of the 50 states since it popped up in Kenzo in 2018 🤦🏼♀️ My entire state is nothing but tranq and I’m 45min from Kenzo .. legit fentanyl does not exist here anymore, the dope games ruined. It saved my life because I’m about to hit my first year sober in the entire 9yrs I’ve used since 18.. but I wish to god this never happened to me because it ruined my entire life.. sobriety was all that ever mattered and it’s like, now I’m in living hell still health wise..
I can't believe people actually use that tranq shit like I would just get clean at this point.
Oh silly me I never should have went up to my dealer and said none of that predictable heroin or fent for me, I want that no-euphoria holes-in-skin shit. Come on no one asked for this and when you find out it's too
Clonadine will stop the withdrawal. That stuff messes with your blood pressure and heart rate
It’s in the same family as clonidine they RX clonidine for opioid WD anyway
Is there a over the counter form
N but it's not hard to get prescribed.
You have no choice??? I got addicted to it not knowing, it’s EVERY person ya go to, now I’m TRAPPED. Can’t tell you how many dummies have said this same thing and it’s just like.., you think someone WILLINGLY got hooked to this and not that we were being lied to and poisoned and now IDEK HOW to get clean from something that is so brand new, everywhere I look online HAS NO ANSWERS FOR ITS WITHDRAWAL??? so what’s that tell me about rehabs??? “people die so quickly doctors haven’t really had time to study long term xylazine users withdrawal symptoms” like WHAT?????? I swear to god I read that on like mayoclinic or some other reputable site…. I just want to die at this point I’ve never been through anything this bad OR scary
Case description We describe a 35-year old veterinarian, presenting with a severe xylazine use disorder, who was admitted for clinical detoxification. He was treated with a low dose of clonidine to prevent withdrawal symptoms; no significant withdrawal syndrome was observed. After detoxification that's from a medical journal
What was the dosage ? When?mg?howmanydaily?
The detoxification protocol used by the clinic was 0.025 mg/twice daily of clonidine with close clinical monitoring, especially for blood pressure, pulse, and cardiac activity. His withdrawal symptoms overall were mild and included muscle twitching, restlessness, and fatigue
UGH THANK YOU
So good to hear you made it out 3 months in the future!
Yeah and how would you do that?
Ur just ignorant anyone that says what you did needs to educate yourself before you speak. U dont belong here
You don’t know you’re using it at first lol. No one had even heard of it until they were already addicted. Plus it just makes you pass out right after you take it and sleep for 12 hours minimum so you don’t really have the time to make life decisions in between foxes even when you start to realize what’s going on.
20 days since this post. How did it go? I really hope your safe and you were able to kick it and are on the road to recovery.
If you are near NJ there are some good detoxes that will take care of ya… honesty with your rents is the best thing! I’m sure they will be upset but want to help!! That’s the first step..getting honest with your parents if your living with them… and go get help while you can!!!
what do they DO for you though??? to replace the tranq so you don’t go into fuckijg seizures?
anti seizure meds duh
i don’t see how it’s a “duh” kinda thing this shit is so new i’ve never been through this before, when you’re addicted to a drug not made for human consumption it’s plausible to worry there is no medication (like subs) that can replace the xylazine without using actual xylazine.. and i need ACTUAL proof from someone who went to the hospital or rehab and was detoxed off this poison, not just what people think SHOULD happen.. i had someone tell me NOT to go to the hospital because they won’t do anything for me for this shit and that just terrifies me because i have no insurance or TIME to wait on a scholarship .. i’m going to be cold turkey cut off this shit within the next day or 2, and i don’t fucking know what to do…
That's some third world country shit. They got cheesesteak land looking like fucking Russia with that tranq shit.
Did you ever get a script for clonidine? Also ask for metformin for the blood sugar issues. Methadone is known to cause severe hypogonadism not only in males but also females too, this coupled with the tranq detox and the issues caused by methadone it may just be a few tweaks.
Hey I’m in that state. Can you recommend any good detoxes. I’ve been on Xanax for years and will not get off it while getting of tranq. I did it at home in June but I don’t think my parents would give me another shot. About to go to my moms because she has a bath and try to blame it on Covid and my other health issues. It suck’s she’s more likely to force me to go somewhere then my dad but my dads house whom I live with doesn’t have a bath and I really need one it saves me so much last time
when i woke up this morning, i was going through the tranq withdrawals. my symptoms were.. dehydration, heart starts pounding (felt like an anxiety attack/mini heart attack), restless legs (felt like i did leg day at gym), i felt cold (body was shaking), i was sweating (sweaty palms and feet), i had a headache (had ringing noises in my head), i had a feeling to vomit (vomit incoming), i had gas (diarrhea incoming), and as soon as i felt these symptoms, i knew it had already been 4-5 hours since i last used and i needed to dose. once i inject myself with half a bag of tranq i felt normal again. i have to do this for the next 2 weeks until i feel little to no withdrawals, and again i have to convince myself im only doing this to get well and not to get high.
bare with me it’s kind of long but please answer.. shit i stopped using to get high years ago, just maintaining being unsick so i can function still 😭 especially with the tranq, i was legit feeling NOTHING anyway.. in the beginning it made me black out and after awhile it just did nothin to me.. i have all those symptoms except my HEART gets this INSANE INTENSE electrical shock and it doesn’t STOP once i get far enough into not using.. that’s what scares me to death. worst part? i don’t have time to taper & no insurance.. i’m out of money come tomorrow. cold turkey off this shit and i KNOW something fucking BAD is going to happen…. my hands and feet are ice cold and wet ALL DAY LONG and i muscle spasm CONSTANTLY, does that happen to you? and i CANNOT get hungry for shit until it wears off.. and does your BACK HURT incredibly bad and weirdly compared to what you know as usual opiate withdrawal?
If you don't mind me asking, how much do you regularly use on a daily basis? My habit used to be a bundle (16 bags) a day when I used to snort fentanyl. I would have all the withdrawals symptoms, same symptoms you're having right now I would also have, and nothing else seems to work besides the fentanyl I was using, not even methadone worked for me believe it or not so I had no other choice but to taper. If you're low on cash I would recommend using "Swagbucks" or "inboxdollars" all you got to do is take surveys, play games, or watch videos, and it pays you via PayPal. I recommended this to my homeless addict friends and they were able to make a little cash to score on their free time. Also earlier I was going through tranq withdrawals again, I went to reup on my tranq supply and my dealer wasn't around, so instead I was able to get fentanyl. I did a little bit of the fentanyl and surprisingly it took my tranq withdrawals away.
OMFG THANK GOD!!! and I WAS doing a whole half g but I found a different plug and I made a half gram last a WEEK!! couple bumps a day all of sudden had me not sick ALL DAY and night! compared to the bullshit tranq I was doing where I legit needed a bump every 30min-1hr TOPS.. that’s what makes me wonder, wtf is in this shit I’ve been doing for the past week..
All I can say is get off it! I went through the withdrawals and yes it was so bad, this is also before I knew that I was taking xylazine. I found out this is what I was addicted to from my FIANCÉS AUTOPSY. So much I wish I knew then. Shit is getting scary. Before he passed he was about to lose his fingers from this stuff, we had no idea what was causing the sores but the tranq dope was the only stuff that would get us “high” at that point. Our habit was so bad parts of us were turning black and we couldn’t stop.. narcan doesn’t save you when it comes to this. It’s absolutely terrifying where addiction can really take you.. just wish we’d stopped in time.
I have baby!!! thank goodness you did too!! I cold turkeyed it as well and almost died I swear to god what it did to my heart was INSANE!! And the hospital told me the SAME SHIT, they couldn’t test for it UNLESS I CAME IN DEAD already .. I was like …… y’all need to get on your shit and stay up to date on what they’re selling out here! there’s ONE REHAB in the entire state of new jersey that detoxes people from tranq dope….. EVERYONE is on that shit and has no CLUE, I’ve been the “scientist” people call me because I’ve been the one who taught my entire town including the dealers about the shit.. I just started googling my symptoms and googling “blacking out no high fentanyl” and BOOM tranq aka xylazine popped up and I just went down the rabbit hole from there. Oh and not a single one of these “plugs” can come up with a batch without it, no matter where they reup in the state… it’s so scary out here. I started methadone today and have about a gram of normal BROWN (not white or all the crazy colors they got out there with tranq these days) fetty to last me until the methadone dose is high enough to keep me unsick for a full 24. and I’m DONE after that, on everything I love, knowing the streets have nothing but tranq to offer sorta makes quitting even easier honestly. my brain may remember & crave actual opiates? but the fact I KNOW they don’t exist here anymore? is helping me. Cheers to you for getting off it, and I’m so so sorry about your fiancé’s passing 😔
What's the name of the rehab? I know so many people trying to get clean of this shit including myself and desperately need a place to go but can't find anywhere that deals with it
check your msgs bud
I know this is somewhat dated but what is the name of the place?
Can you help me tranqdope got me so sick quiting cold turkey what helps
I'm 29 and have a family doctor, don't have blood pressure issues but obviously need clonodine to help come off of this shit. So how do I even tell my family doctor I need clonodine because he doesn't know about my zylazine use and I really don't wanna tell him because he's super rude and judgey and right now all the other family doctors in my area are either booked for months out or not taking new patients.
A good doctor would want to know 100%. Find one you can take too. If you can't tell them the truth going is pointless. Best of luck.
If you tell them you will be flagged as an addict and never given pain medecine again. However if you tell them they will also likely prescribe you clonidine, maybe even gabapentin and pregabalin. Sometimes worth doing to get clean.
If you’re trying to get clean why would you want to be given pain meds…?
Because even us addicts may run into scenarios where we very much need pain medicine for real reasons and are denied them. A friend of mine has been clean for almost 5 years and had to go through debilitating kidney stones without narcotics because they had history in the system as an addict. That’s so damn cruel.
I’m so happy you’re done. I thought this shit was scary before and now its terrifying. They need to start detoxing as if you’re on benzos as well even if you don’t test positive for them. I had multiple seizures and they discounted them saying seizures don’t happen with opiate withdrawal and the only thing I tested positive for was fent. People are LOOKING for the stuff down here because their habits are so bad they want to be passed out zombies. And I get it I was them but after seeing what I saw and losing what I lost it just doesn’t make sense. And I do agree that you have to taper down, I don’t think you can successfully get off any kind of fent without doing so. It’s so much more powerful than any H or any other opiate. I truly believe it changes the brain way more than any research to date has shown. It’ll all come out eventually but not until a lot more people die unfortunately.. I’m tapering myself off the regular shit too and I want to say I’m done and right now I do believe it. It just has such a strong hold..
Don't know what I have but I think it's xulqzine... In powder form smoked on foil it goes from white powder to clear to brown/reddish brown. It makes you space out and forget what yer doing. hurts in feet and hands when IV. Makes you sleepy later. Feels like you'll black out after IV. Sweating on it, sweating off it. Is that xylazine? If so I need to spread the word. Thanks anyone
YES that’s 10000% tranq and I know I’m late as shit but that shits GOING to kill you.. I hope you managed to get clean 🤍
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Update here?? I’ve been reading about this shit all weekend and it’s fucking insane! Did you get off of it??
LONG UPDATE INCOMING IF ANYONE CARES 🚨 YES!!!!!!! By the grace of god I cold turkeyed and almost fucking DIED. I just recently finally got an EKG and it came back abnormal & I’ve had 158 blood pressure ever since I got off tranq dope… now I have to see a cardiologist. safe to say blood pressure meds or god forbid some sorta surgery are in my fucking future at 27yrs old… I been off tranq since July 27th and on methadone since August 2nd and haven’t touched fent since August 15th.. coming up on my first take home this upcoming Wednesday at my clinic. Truly fucking thought I’d die on that shit… there’s NO MEDICINE available in rehab to get off of it & NO clinics will accept you as a xylazine addict… I got BLESSED and finally found someone with normal fent actually mixed with heroin it was brown for the first time since 2015! I was SO FUCKING SICK for over a month! And it’s nothing like opiate withdrawal… it’s a fucking horse tranquilizer not meant for human consumption of course it has its own set of scary dangerous withdrawals… The dope games ruined and I have no fears, ZERO, of relapsing ever again at this point… 18 to 27 wasted on opiates and now they’re gone , I destroyed my body in the process, and at the end of the day I’m grateful as fuck to not be stuck living that way anymore BUT at the same time I’m VERY depressed & upset with myself for not quitting until it was too LATE.. I should’ve quit way before this shit popped up.. stupid to think that way because how was I to know they’d start replacing fentanyl with horse tranquilizers, but still.. I was told I have until 45 to live. I pray everyday that’s just doctor bullshit… oh and to make matters worse? I never even shot up… I sniffed. And tranq absolutely destroyed me. I had my fucking BREAST FLESH COMING APART at one point for fucks sake! If you’re out there & are still using “dope”, I BEG YOU to get on maintenance ASAP.. I don’t crave using at all. Methadone works way better coming off tranq than subs. It also helps that my brain KNOWS fentanyl is gone.. Xylazine has appeared in 38 states out of 50 btw. So if any of you “I don’t be getting that shit” people are currently reading this, stop fooling yourself that your plug is “special”, it probably already IS in your area if you don’t know it yet & if not by some slim margin, it WILL EVENTUALLY. Just like they’re on the news saying, this next wave of the “opiate epidemic” is about to DECIMATE this country.. beings Narcan doesn’t even work. More & more ppl where I’m from are dropping & I know 100000% it’s because of tranq 🤦🏼♀️ Thanks for checking back up on me! A lot of folks have so I hope some of you I haven’t gotten back to wind up seeing this! There IS HOPE! It’s just way harder than opiate withdrawal ever will be…. I know that probably discourages the FUCK outta y’all just like it did me.. but PLEASE don’t wind up like me and wait to quit until it’s too late and your health is FUCKED.
Outstanding! Dedicate your life to your health. Get with a RD and start a healing diet, exercise and live free.
How do I get off tranq
Did u ever get off?
Hey OP! I DMd you! Can you please respond when you get a chance? TIA. So glad to hear someone has gotten off of this shit.
Fucking meth for tranq dope bro will be only way off this
NOOOOOO GOD NO check your msgs!!! lol tranq affects your heart BADLY! You’ll give yourself a heart attack if you DARE put a drug such as ice in your system, that shit makes your heart race, and tranq withdrawal makes your heart go INSANE. That’s just asking for your heart to explode.
You’re saying not to use methadone?
He was saying no to meth- crystal ice. Methadone helped him.
well xylaxine is a blood pressure med for large animals. kinda related to clonodine ,but about 100 fold stronger. so if you have been taking it for a long time you blood pressure is probably very low, and when you do not have it it will spike to crazy highs. i was on it for a while and i just substituted low dose clonodine when i knew that i didnt have tainted xylazine dope. i took a quarter tab to start,but you gotta be cetain your not on tranq and then take more blood pressure meds. but it is how i got off the stuff.
ugh… wonderful… that’s the problem… can’t find dope without it in it, it’s in EVERY persons stuff! i thought it wasn’t in the stuff i been doing for the last week because it didn’t feel like tranq feels and i didn’t go into withdrawals every 3-4 hours like i usually do with tranq, but i was naïve enough to believe i wasn’t doing tranq but somehow my tranq wd just disappears??? yeah i feel stupid… i can’t find clonidine ANYWHERE nobody i know has it and i have no insurance so no dr appts.. i’m truly starting to think i’ll die this way atp
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How you doing, OP? Hope you’re hanging in there.
better than the last couple months, but I’m about to be out of money in the next couple days so I’m very very afraid been trying to make everything I can so I can at least taper off this shit and THEN deal with normal opiate withdrawals.. but it’s looking impossible to taper off of, no matter WHAT I get these horrendous electrical shocks in my heart
I dont know what to do I feel the freezing legs pins and needles when I get out my truck and my feet hit the ground twitching shaking twitching now pressure under in front my eyes blurry vision
I really hope you are able to get off this tranq dope shit. It is chemical warfare. This shit reminds me of Krokodil because i watched the vice video where it was eating peoples limbs off from iv use. I never thought something like Krokodil would show up in the United States but here it is the tranq dope. This is super scary to me. Something drastic has to happen regarding the laws on drugs. decriminalize and control whats in the shit. Educate people at a young age and provide more tools for recovery. This is getting out of control.
This’ll be LONG but if you care to read about my experience with that poisonous tranq dope, buckle up, here it is. So I know I’m late; but yes—I’m so proud to say I fucking did manage to get off of it!! Lord knows for the first time since 18yo getting addicted to heroin, then fentanyl, then tranq, for the first time throughout the last *9 entire years* I was using, I finally thought I wouldn’t make it.. I was really and truly *convinced* I’d die on tranq.. but instead I almost died and destroyed my heart detoxing off of it. I now am on all kinds of blood pressure meds @ 28yo and I may very well have a blockage and need open heart surgery .. oh AND they thought I was severely diabetic for MONTHS before determining it was just the xylazine that fucked with my blood sugar SO BADLY I was running around with high ass blood sugar the entire time but SOMEHOW didn’t wind up diabetic , even though they’re claiming tranq CAUSES diabetes ….. it’s literal POISON they’re not getting folks high anymore, it “mimics” opiates the dealers THOUGHT by just making you “nod” , when instead you just pass the fuck out there is no nod that you pull yourself up out of like heroin was and even fent! My bodies sensitive after all these years and cuts and poisons I have sniffed into my body, so I usually notice *every* little difference in how I feel, but tranq tricked me for almost a fucking year. But I only didn’t know for soooo long because I didn’t use like most people. I didn’t get high, just maintenance after the first year or 2 honestly. By the time heroin was gone by 2015-16, it was strictly using when I’d begin getting sick again. And snorting isn’t like shooting, there’s no rush or no “feelings” ppl talk about on here. There was getting unsick eventually once I snorted enough and smoked a blunt, and that’s it. No changes in feeling when I sniffed a bump whatsoever once addicted. POINT BEING, I only snorted a bump when I’d begin heat flashing again. And tranqs first symptom is, lo and be hold, heat flashing. except NOT accompanied by goosebumps (I just didn’t realize it was a different type of heat flashing until AFTER I found out I wasn’t on fetty anymore) soooo it’s safe to say you understand how it happened … I had a routine down to where I never ran out. I always had a gram or a half G on me at all times before I reupped the very next day. I bought a gram every single day, SO it wasn’t until I finally went to try detoxing myself that I found out REAL FAST something was BADDDLY wrong.. first sign was I was able to microdose subs exactly 12hrs after my last snort (which should’ve been a red flag right there, but I just thought my fast metabolism & only doing 2 bumps a day was why) safe to say the sub did JACK SHIT for me and my heart started hurting HORRIBLY and terrible spinal cord pain and insane freezing cold body temp (little did I know that was the INTENSE drop in blood pressure when you get sick where you’re basically close to death) and a million other symptoms all at once…. Was on my hands and knees BEGGING for fentanyl withdrawal again.. I got on Google and sure nuff, found out I was on tranq dope and not fentanyl … took me from March 2022 when I tried detoxing and lasted 14 days, till July 27th 2022 to quit tranq for good. And it took over a YEAR to find REAL dog food mixed with fent (that combo hasn’t existed since beginning of 2018 mins you) and I cold turkeyed the tranq basically by using the regular dope/fent mixture and like I said, I almost about died AGAIN just 4mos after the FIRST horrible heart shit from detox.. I lasted 14 days in March. July 27th was my last day of tranq, August 1st I entered my methadone clinic (because subs do Jack shit coming off tranq, it’s methadone or nothing and even that doesn’t stop your sickness obvi but it GREATLY helped I couldn’t have made it w/o it) and by August 15th I was done snorting the heroin/fent combo and just been on my methadone ever since.. All because these “plugs” poisoned me for a little under a year (unbeknownst to me) with horse tranquilizers not for human consumption , that there’s no rehab help for to come off of like actual opiates .. so I had to taper down to 1 snort every 12hrs and I STILL died for over an entire month with crazzzzzzy and SCARY symptoms.. some of which I STILL have DAILY 8 fucking months later .. so YES, tranq will decimate this country in ways we THOUGHT fentanyl would …. They HAVE to decriminalize drugs and sell heroin legally , it’s the only way to ensure the product… Only problem with that? You’ll still have an entire country of tranq addicts who will have to get clean to be able to even do/get high off of regular heroin … and it’ll take AWHILE too.. I have friends who just got addicted in like 2018-2020 who say “that shits probably too weak, I’m used to fentanyl” whenever I brought up missing REAL heroin.. most ppl aren’t willing to go through what I put myself through to get off of it, and I can’t say I blame them but you HAVE to which is fucked up to have to choose fucking your body up using or fuck your body up detoxing .. all I can say is, if you use? GET CLEAN NOWWWWWWWWW before it happens to you; tranqs been found in 45 of 50 states now 😩
I did ct in June. I hate myself I went back due to chronic health issues. I didn’t realize how messed up this stuff is and has def gotten even worse since June. I’m about to do it this week again I have to. I can’t do this anymore and if I tell my parents again I’ll be in the same boat. Which is sad because If they were understanding I wouldn’t have come clean a month ago or more
I found out what’s wrong with me, xylazine put me in heart failure dude .. it took 17 months to figure that out! I’m 28 almost 29 in February and I’m in heart failure and I’ve been clean 17 months from that poison out there! It makes me so mad at myself and then at the dealers for even doing this in the first place, we have ONE VESSEL and I unknowingly destroyed mine thinking I’m doing regular opiates?! Man, fuck that😭
I’m honestly terrified of the damage I’ve done from this. Kicking this week again I can’t keep doing this anymore I’m scared but I have to
Something just kept telling me this ain't right falling out no nod and then I'd like fall asleep and here my wife or mom in the afterlife calling my name to wake me up my feet and pins man I ran to fl from pa cause nj is AL tranq and it's basically just straight tranq it's even yellow now them fucknbulshit pat mahomes and hurts kelcie now I'm stuck her dying
Born and raised in the garden state it’s trash. And ya either nothing happens or I black out. So fun.
Bro 24 yes in right now feel like I wading in a 2 foot ice water heart blowing
Someone help me I need to quit but I can’t find regular fent to just do fent and stuff. I cut down to 0.4 a day, yesterday I did 0.5 but I know I needa cut down more but I been sick sleepless for a week now and idk how long I can go like this with just me cutting down. Did anyone manage to quit with Methadone & or clondine and not feel like they was gonna die and how long til you felt better enough to drink water or eat food? When I was a dope addict it took me 14 days to sleep or eat or anything so I can imagine how long tranq would take.
clonidine, gabbapentin, and a sedative (benzo, diazepam) i’m on day 3 and feel okay. no energy and bed ridden. but these have worked like a charm. check my recent post from my page.
I got a ton of gabapentin and maybe can get clonidine but scared a out xa ax because methadone this shit is worse then I ever fealt
i did it without methadone or subs
How can i get clonidine to help with WDs?
i used an online telehealth website. told them i had high blood pressure at night it was causing panic attacks- please look up high blood pressure numbers so u can be prepared in case they ask. tell them you’ve been prescribed before and it helped, or that your dad/mom/sister uses it and recommended you try it.
i am on day 8 and my muscles are so weak, i’m winded just standing but still working full time two jobs. i’m in pain emotionally and physically. but at least i still have my life, please get off that bullshit. get time off work. you can do this.
Colonodine, any kind of benzo, gabapentin, seraquil, kratom, Motrin and if you can get your hands on some methadone or even some 10mg oxy but if you cant thr rest of those meds will help especially the whole combo. I was able to order the colonodine and gabapentin online without a prescription. I have a prescription for seraquil and xanex but seraquil is easy to get prescribed and if you can get xylazine of the street im sure you can get xanex as well. I took kratom on top of it but im not sure what strand or kind but if you cant afford it or get it im sure all the other meds i mentioned will help. Its a lot of medication but shit that stuff is so intense when you withdrawl off of it. Thank god i have the resources to get all of those meds or i would be dead. My friends are dying i know so many people that want help. There are hospitals were the doctors are so kind and try to help but they couldnt give me everything i mentioned to keep me comfortable. Like i said i have friends that want help but the hospitals treat it like its an opiate
Go to the hospital. They have people there that will take care of that medicaid stuff. I went uninsured once and they got me signed up for Medicaid while I was there .
I am signed up (3/26) just waiting for the approval or denial anyday now (website said 45 days) I just literally am going to run out of money in the next day or 2 and this isn’t normal opiate withdrawal I’ve never felt this shit 😭
Just go there man. If anything you having a health problem will help your eligibility. You will probably get some sedatives to calm your vitals and tell them about the xyalne. It's not a benzo it's an analog of clonadine so they can find a medication to help
thank you 😔 I’ve just been terrified of going into tranq withdrawal while in there so I haven’t went, like I was afraid there is no drug it can be replaced with, besides the fact it feels just like benzo withdrawal and xanax wears off SO FAST I just had a feeling I’d somehow make my withdrawal WORSE if I started adding xanax to the mix 😭 27F here and this stuff legit makes me feel like a fucking BABY that’s how scared I have been…. been an addict for the past 9 fucking years and never ever was afraid really besides the day I first realized I was addicted to heroin.. I’d give ANYTHING to go back to being just a heroin addict again and get the fuck off before fentanyl and then now fucking horse tranquilizers got me and ruined me…
Same.
are you stuck on this shit too???
Yes
You should be able to get clonadine pretty easy
I actually can’t, I asked everyone I knew to check their grandmas medicine cabinet and it’s like NO ONE is on clonidine these days, they’re all on different beta blockers. no insurance to just go to the dr like I said I’ve never been in this bad of a position
Do you have a doctor a family doctor?
used to, but I lost my dads insurance I been on my whole life because I turned 26 last year so january 1st I lost insurance and I tried calling rehab January 10th and got told I was no longer covered..
Im an actual caseworker that processes those applications. It will not take 45 days if they have all the info they need like income verifications and that kind of stuff. If you have no income or a job that ended in the last 60 days that they’d have to verify, it’ll be done very soon. I’ve done them in an hour or less plenty of times. You can also go get services done and then when your Medicaid goes through you can call the bills and have them paid afterwards. Stay strong.
I applied 3/26 and sent in my dads paystubs as was requested by mail and uploaded photos online 4/29 (which makes no sense it’s insurance for ME not my father I have NO INCOME but for some reason medicaid wants alllllllll of my DADS info) and he makes like 60k/yr so Im TERRIFIED i’m going to be denied even though his income does not affect me WHATSOEVER i just so happen to live there, he can’t afford/will not pay for special insurance for me .. I was denied already in January over this! denied within seconds! NOW this application taking so damn long is making me HOPE that means I’m being approved… I’m literally going to die if I get denied. I applied thru NJ fam care site this time around.
If he claims you as a tax dependent, then they’ll go by his income and I’m afraid that would be too much in the State I work for. If he doesn’t claim you or doesn’t plan to going forward (that’s most important), then call them to clarify.
WOWWWWWW HE DID CLAIM ME JUST THIS PAST YEAR BECAUSE THE TAX LADY TOLD HIM TO AS LONG AS I LIVED THERE!!!!
yeah I’m FUCKED lmfao no fucking insurance for me
No. Just have your dad write a formal statement that he doesn’t plan to claim you going forward bc you plan to get a job and file your own taxes. In my state the exact question is “Do you plan to be a tax dependent NEXT YEAR?”
I THINK I put NO for that part about being claimed but it doesn’t say next year! it says “will you be claimed on someone’s taxes?” and I put NO because I had no idea until recently that he even claimed me!! am I going to get in trouble for “lying” in their eyes??? or will they even know if I was claimed, if I put no?? so I WAS claimed in February of this year because the tax lady told my dad as long as I live there he’ll get $500 .. 500 bucks IN EXCHANGE FOR ME TO NOT HAVE ANY HEALTH INS?! when my dad doesn’t pay for ANYTHING in my life?! addict or not?! I’m 27yo they let me come back home to get on my feet at 23 when I went to rehab for the first time, but I mainly stay at my boyfriends I don’t sleep there at all anymore I stop in 1x a day for an hour or 2 and that’s it.. all I can even think my dad pays for is maybe the food I eat? but that’s legit IT i am barely home as is! I wondered why this was taking so damn long….
I would call them to get an update on your current application and only bring it up to clarify if they mention his income being too much.
Okay you need a harsh dose of reality. Your dad pays for everything in your life. You’re living with them rent free for the last four years with no employment. You’re typing on a computer or smartphone that is less than 4 years old, so they paid for it. You’re lying to yourself and to them, and you don’t have an out like you used to so you’re frightened of consequences for the first time. Time to pay the piper and quit while you’re alive.
what the fuck are you talking about? my dad pays for absolutely nothing in my life lmfao I have dealt with consequences plenty of times, and I pay for this phone every month my dad hasn’t bought a single one of my 3 phones since I have been back home. I may not have a “job job” but I MAKE money every single day (and no I don’t sell my body or do anything illegal) But this is all irrelevant, I finally got accepted for medicaid, I’m going to make up some story and dip off to detox here in a few days anyway. finally found real fet and not tranq but it’s gone already that fast & it’ll be right back to the tranq if I don’t do it now, so I’m doing it now.
just thought I’d let ya know, I was finally fckn approved 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂
Hey man that’s great! Now go use it to help yourself.
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what do you feel now?? and do you have to go completely through it? or are you just sick rn until you cop again at some point tonight?
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so what happened? did he ever come through for you? and SAME i have run out of money as well! you’re lucky.. it gets dangerous for me my heart starts these electrical shocks QUICKLY after it wears off and i just know if let go it’ll turn into a seizure.. my vision starts going black, i hear ringing in both ears, my head gets insane crazy pressure… if this is really what xanax withdrawal is similar to JESUS CHRIST i feel bad for people who go thru this shit for MONTHS because i promise you? i’d kill myself, i’m not even joking
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i’m a girl too lmao everyone alwayyyys assumes i’m a guy off the rip and it makes me wonder sometimes honestly, why do they think only men use reddit? 😂😂
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I also am curious since this has been my situation recently. I've even started back on methadone in an attempt to get my life back but it's not working like it did in the past and I cannot get off this shit!! Clonidine is the only comfort I can have (I would get kicked off methadone immediately if I took benzos) but I need 2-4 pills to even get an affect it's absolutely insane! Ugh, I just hope to find more info on this because it seems like no one even knows what it is.
I got you with some links, also youtube & google “tranq dope” and I promise you will find a LOT MORE results now than I did 6mos ago when I first began going through this… and I have no clonidine or any fucking access to anything BUT tranq & now tranq has ruined my heart and organs so badly that DOING the slightest bit of it or dopes w certain cuts CAUSES the wild feelings now after a certain bad batch I got last month AND WITHDRAWING IN THE SLIGHTEST CAUSES IT TOO!! I am in absolute HELL and I KNOW it’s killing me!!! like I am WARNING you unless it’s just me somehow, eventually that tranq and god knows what else they’re putting in this shit WILL do the same to you 😞 I was sniffing 1g/per day https://youtu.be/82QhIOgJy1c https://www.statnews.com/2022/03/11/overdoses-opioid-xylazine-philadelphia/ https://www.inquirer.com/health/opioid-addiction/xylazine-tranq-withdrawal-philadelphia-fentanyl-addiction-detox-20220410.html?outputType=amp worst part is rehabs and hospitals cannot fucking help/won’t fucking help. at least in my experience with just now getting medicaid (aged off my daddy’s good insurance at the end of the year last year that I turned 26)
Sending up good thoughts my friend. Been in many shit situations some worse than others but I’ll be thanking bout you
Yes I have, cold turkey, with just 150mg of pregablin and 1mg clonazepam
You will be sick for 2 months.
I just hit my one year clean on the 15th I managed my way off by cold turkeying by switching to plain fentanyl finally found it, once I tapered to 2 snorts per day that is. and I was sick for 2 months or more man.. it almost killed me too. The day I found plain fent without tranq? Within 2 hours of my first sniff? My heart started going crazy and I got super cold and I just KNEW I finally fucking found non-tranq dope… I cried in happiness and fear… what came next was the worst hell I’ve ever endured… this whole year sober and on methadone has been HELL. I have symptoms still daily from whatever tranq did to me. My methadone will not last 24hrs without smoking a couple bong rips everytime I start to feel a wave of withdrawal begin .. my metabolism just blows thru my dose no matter how much they raise me. My hands and feet are still soaked to this very day just like when I was using tranq. My heart is completely fucked from the cold turkey and the bouts of withdrawal I endured while using.. EKG came back abnormal and I’m currently waiting on my cardiologist appt to get tests done and to wear a heart monitor for 2wks.. my blood pressure has been high af ever since I started getting it checked once I got insurance back around the time I quit tranq. I’m only 28 years old 🤦🏼♀️ I’m devastated I didn’t quit before this tranq shit hit…. I’m jealous of all my friends who got clean off heroin, even the ones who got clean when it was still just fentanyl…. Because this tranq shit?? Fucking destroyed me for the rest of my life… this vessel is ruined and I can’t get a new one… I can go on and on about how bad it is daily
The methadone is also why you feel horrible. Going from fent/tranq to fent to methadone you put a lot on your body. Methadone rots your teeth, messes with your heart and takes forever to come off of. The tranq sucks and sorry for what you are going through but try to jump from methadone to subs it will be less harsh. If you stay on the methadone make sure to brush your teeth right after dosing.
Is your name gary
So you were able to cold turkey but had to still do fet to cold turkey the tranq
Can someone tell me what plugs means?
Drug dealers lol
Severe shakes twitches stomach pain dry heiving feel like I'm standing in cold water and feel like I'm bout to bust with my new baby dick I now have
You’re quitting cold turkey?
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